Sitemap - 2022 - APPRENTICESHIP TO LOVE
Rauhnacht’s Lied 8: Please Forgive Me
Rauhnacht’s Lied: Men, of women born: Only to lead; only to love; only to serve
Slowing down into these darkest days...
SILENTLY SHE SINGS ME INTO MYSELF
TODAY WE REMEMBER THE MASSACRE OF WOMEN
WHAT I KNOW & WHAT I DO WITH THIS KNOWING…
HER SILENCE CALLS ME TO LISTEN, LISTEN, LISTEN…
IT IS DARK & SHE CALLS ME DEEPER
SHE CALLS ME & BREAKS MY HEART OPEN
I AM BREATHED; THE WALLS COME DOWN
I SACRIFICE & BECOME MORE MYSELF
MAKE ME MOST SUSCEPTIBLE TO HER GIFTS
THIS SEASON INVITES ME, DEEPER
HERE, LET ME CARRY THIS BURDEN
I AM LOST & FOUND AMONG MY REGRETS
THIS SILENCE SPEAKS WHAT I NEED TO HEAR
I AM STRONG ENOUGH TO HOLD THIS TENDERNESS
IN MY POLARITY OF UNREASONABLE KNOWING
IT IS #ORANGESHIRTDAY: A GOOD DAY TO FEEL IT ALL
YOUR EXPERIENCE WILL BE DIFFERENT
THIS HEART… SO TENDER. SO STRONG
I AM HERE, STUMBLING, YET STAYING. HERE
THERE IS ONLY THIS, NOW: BE ALL OF IT!
LISTEN & LET HER SILENCE SPEAK NOURISHMENT
LET ME NEVER STOP THESE EARS FROM HEARING!
LISTEN! HER SIREN CALL IS SILENCE
I PENETRATE HER MYSTERY WITH UNREASONABLE KNOWING
AS THE HUSBANDMAN, I CONSIDER & I ALLOW
I HEAR THE SIREN, BUT AM I PAYING ATTENTION?
MY DEVOTION FREES ME TO EXPERIENCE AWE
I AM THE MASTER OF THIS TIME & SPACE
WHAT TREASURE LIES BURIED HERE?
SHE YEARNS TO BE DANCED INTO HER UNRAVELING
HOLDING HER SAFE PROTECTS ME FROM MYSELF
ENJOYING THIS MOMENT I AM WEALTHY BEYOND IMAGINING
THE SILENCE BETWEEN THE WORDS…
MY HEART IS OPEN TO RECEIVE EVERY DIFFICULTY
GRATEFUL FOR THIS SOLITUDE, THIS SILENCE
THE TART SWEET LESSON OF THIMBLEBERRIES...
I AM THE ARTIST OF THIS HAPPINESS
THIS TEMPTATION IS FIERCE, FAMILIAR
WHEN I LISTEN SHE TELLS ME I AM BEAUTIFUL
HOW TO LET YOUR HEARTBREAK TEACH YOU THE SKILLS
HER DEMAND IS INFINITE & ALWAYS, TOO MUCH
TO LIVE BY THIS UNREASONABLE KNOWING
SHE WOULD 61 TODAY. INSTEAD, SILENCE
AH.... THE BEAUTY OF THIS ACHE!
WHERE DOES THIS RIVER TAKE ME TODAY?
IN SURRENDER I LEAD HER TO RADIANCE
SOMETIMES SHE FEELS LIKE TOO MUCH
THIS FLOW OF NOURISHMENT IS HERE FOR ME, IF I ALLOW
THIS FIRE, TO BURN, TO PURIFY, TO RECEIVE
🔥 BURN! BURN TO KNOW MY DEPTH, HER RADIANCE
I AM THE HUSBANDMAN TO HER FLOW
SO PAINFULLY, BEAUTIFULLY CLEAR
WHAT GIFT DO I OFFER TO HER MYSTERY THIS DAY?
I TRUST THE FOLLOW AS SHE SPIRALS ME THROUGH WONDER AND AWE
THE GIFTS OF TENSION PRESSURE STRESS FRICTION
AND ON THE SEVENTH DAY HE RESTED...(sort of)
ON THE EDGE OF OVERWHELMED I SLOW DOWN AND ...
I AM ANGRY & AFRAID, BUT GUNS ARE NOT MY SECURITY
WHY AM I SO IMPATIENT WITH HER WHEN SHE BRINGS ME EVERYTHING?
I CANNOT LOVE WITHOUT MY PRACTICE
MY ONE-POINTED DEVOTION RELEASES ME
IT IS THE HARDEST PRACTICE, TO BE THIS FOOLISH
SO STILL HER MUSIC SINGS ME DEEPER
MY CLARITY IS REQUIRED IN THIS MOMENT OF HER VULNERABILITY
THE LOOK OF LOVE SHINES FROM YOUR HEART
I AM TRUSTED, TO BE HER WITNESS
ALONE, I ALLOW THE BEAUTY OF EVERY MOMENT
MY PRACTICE IS TO BURN PURE, AS THE HUSBANDMAN TO HER RADIANCE
I BOW TO HER SUFFERING, TEACHING ME TO LOVE
THIS OCEAN, SAFE FOR ME TO SWIM
I BECOME MYSELF & HOLD ALL YOU GIVE ME
I AM NOT A WARRIOR; I HOLD ALL THAT I NEED
I PRACTICE TO ENJOY THE PLEASURES OF HER DANCE
AND I AM THE BRIGHT AND SHINING TREASURE I SEEK
HER EYES SEE THROUGH ME, TO THE MAN I AM
HER THROAT, MY HEART, THIS SONG
MY HOLY PRACTICE, HER SACRED RADIANCE: SEX
DEFENDING THIS HOLY SPACE BETWEEN US
ARE YOU READY FOR THE ALWAYS-FALLING?
AND, HOW DOES YOUR BODY FEEL NOW?
THIS DISTANCE ALLOWS ME TO BECOME MYSELF
FROM THIS MUD, UNREASONABLE BEAUTY
SLOWLY, MOISTLY SHE CHANGES ME
IT IS SPRING & I LET THE MUD DO IT'S WORK
DANCING BEYOND MYSELF I BECOME HER LOVER
I PRACTICE, TO ENJOY ALL SHE BRINGS
I PUT ALL THE EGGS IN THIS BASKET
TRUSTING MYSELF I RECEIVE HER GIFTS
VIBRATING THE COSMOS I KNOW MY ORACLE
HOW ARE YOU BOWING TO HER QUICKENING? The February 2, 2022 live #MENSWORK